tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88615398249981827032023-11-15T06:51:27.698-08:00..because I lost my faith in you.four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-51424245323267231292012-05-08T11:13:00.002-07:002012-05-08T11:13:29.124-07:00<div align="center">
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">so I lost my Little Prince..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">and then he returned, came back to me</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">making me the happiest person alive.. again.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">My head is everywhere.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">Why do I keep thinking about dying.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">Why am I so scared to die?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">Is it because I won't be able to hold my Little Prince's hand again?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", "Courier", monospace;">Please, save me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;">* * *</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;"><strong><br /></strong></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;"><strong>Here I come again,</strong></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;"><strong>sorry for leaving you guys,</strong></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #666666;"><strong>I just can't sort my head out.</strong></span></span></div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-60873372733664869762012-04-28T12:36:00.001-07:002012-04-28T12:36:11.860-07:00<div align="center">
<em><span style="color: #444444;">I believe that everything starts getting </span></em></div>
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<em><span style="color: #444444;">better after a while.</span></em></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I try to find a way </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to believe in myself. </span></span><em><span style="color: #444444;"> </span></em></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">I wish you could help me </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">and not only make it worse..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">I'm so tired.</span></span></div>
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<br /></div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-42305019891697079052012-04-26T04:57:00.002-07:002012-04-26T04:58:11.915-07:00<div align="center">
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;"><i>It feels like I am slowly dying inside,</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;"><i>everything around me is so unfair,</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;"><i>and so hard to understand.</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">Since my granddad left me,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">I can't cope with anything.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">I have no more support,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">no more motivation</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">and I'm trying my hardest not to give up,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">but days like today make it even harder for me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">Have you ever been treated like a piece of trash?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">Has anyone ever tried to ruin your life?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">Have you ever been so down, you couldn't see the light anymore?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #444444;"><b>I have..</b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Times", "Times New Roman", serif;"><i>It feels so good sharing my life with you guys..</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Times", "Times New Roman", serif;"><i>Feels like all the problems are not as</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Times", "Times New Roman", serif;"><i>heavy as they really are. </i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Times", "Times New Roman", serif;"><i><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmLNs6zQIHo" target="_blank">birdy.mp3</a> </i></span></span></div>
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<br /></div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-29472109969240060402012-04-25T01:34:00.001-07:002012-04-25T02:57:47.088-07:00<div align="center">
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Rainy morning is the worst beginning of the day.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Puts people in a melancholy.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><u>My brain stopped working..</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /><span style="color: #444444;">I am trying my hardest to concentrate, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;">but the things that keep popping up</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"> in my head won't leave me alone.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">Oh, darling, why are you so cold?</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;">Why is the distance between us increasing?</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;">What will I be without you?</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">So many questions I need answers to..</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;">..actually, do I even want to know the answers?</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I feel hopeless.</span><br />
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</div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-32595739249280727762012-04-24T13:14:00.001-07:002012-04-24T13:15:37.386-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">My</span></i></span></span><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;"> lips need your lips,</span></i></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">feed me with your love.</span></i></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Finally, after a very long day I can pull my head back </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">and think what is going to happen tomorrow.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Your eyes are like stars shining for me in the dark.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">You are my medicine for </span><b><span style="font-size: small;">everything.</span></b></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">/I am very pleased with my stats going up.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Thank you all for spending a little time reading my confessions.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-size: small;">Don't be scared to leave a comment! :-)</span></b></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-size: xx-small;">Lamb - Gabriel.mp3 </span></i></span></span></div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-40966019207259645392012-04-24T03:20:00.001-07:002012-04-24T03:20:52.757-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Why is everything so complicated?</span></div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I need to concentrate on my work..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">..but constantly thinking about my problems won't let me</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">complete any work.</span></div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">I'm drowning myself in the thoughts of tomorrow,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">the thoughts of my future which are blank.</span></div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Trebuchet MS;"><em>This lack of knowledge kills me inside.</em></span></div><div align="center"></div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8861539824998182703.post-31606860962765197062012-04-23T13:46:00.003-07:002012-04-23T13:49:35.548-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Why does something so wrong feel so</span></span></span><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> g o o d? </span></b></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I never thought I could fall in love so easily,</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so deeply. He makes me immortal.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He has my soul, my life..</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">My heart.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He is my lover, my friend..</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..my soul mate. </span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times", "Times New Roman", serif;"><i><br />
</i><i> </i></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Times", "Times New Roman", serif;"><i>only if I knew how to make it last forever. </i></span></span></span></div>four eight elevenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06259308485150239421noreply@blogger.com0